i seemed not to be afraid of anything anymore, want my life normal,whatever!!
got wet in school with shelter, like what is the shelter for so ya but i got a make up test and got 20.5/25 quite happy with it except for stupid mistake so ya=D
i am getting scared due to the fact that commskill test is on mon and sihwee has yet to send me the specifications meaning i do not have any research with me, not knowing what i am suppose to do
It may have been an innocent comment, but for some reason you just can’t stop thinking about it. Better give it a shot, though — if you don’t want this to end.
this came from my daily horoscope, whatever it is i choose the second way of giving it a shot just cause i don’t want it to end.
all these horoscopes are giving me kind of creeps cause it can be quite true at times like this
Periodically, everyone needs to decide whether it’s most appropriate to answer a perceived threat with the verbal equivalent of a handgun, an atom bomb or a dart. This is your moment. Don’t rule out silence as a fourth option.
and i am going to take the fourth option just because of one simple reason i don’t want it to end
had mc and its for 2 days so no school for me tml and it meant no commskill for this week… sian it should happen on the week with 3 lesson commskill ma… nevermind but its better cause i think half the class skipped commskill today and i had valid reason for it=D also, i realised that i am worried i will miss out on school for not going to school for 2 days, when did i become a school lover? maybe after i saw that crappy gpa of mine, so i decided to buck up and am so sure gonna pull it up, see that i work hard for it, even if it does not get pulled up i will ensure no going down
gillian agrees partially with sihwee’s neglects but gillian recently come to realise that she has been neglecting sihwee quite alot too… and it is retarded of sihwee to scold vulgarities because hers sound more like a joke to me=D
i have changed and i did not realise it till recently, sihwee says i have opened up, should be something good i suppose, i want to keep the change if it is good but if not please let it go, and i realised that i dun like hearing vulgarities recently except from sihwee’s mouth cause hers is like retarded but i still dun like it now i dunno why feel like giving people who says vulgarities slaps but its up to them to say it so i have no say about it den
bye
never tried studying alone like for a long time in my life after i stopped studying at home, in fact i dun think i ever studied at home like after p5?quite long uh and especially after sec 4 i never did it and never could do it,due to some personal reasons so i had always studied at mac, tmart favourite place with friends, love that place cause i always see people i know there but i dun think i will go there much often anymore, so i did my homework today while waiting for darling for his lunch break, i did ra2 cause i promised debdeb that i will do work,gonna disturb her to check my work!!
have so much to say that is not that private or like something i would want to write in the diary cause it is long, not going to write in the private blog cause idk why so i am writing here…
“friends” do they still consider themselves as my friends? if they do they should be ashamed of themselves or rather should i say i dun think so… out of those four and a half years that i am with you all yes i can say there are times that i am happy but to count it, times that i am unhappy far goes much more than happiness cause of you all think of the things that you all do to me constantly, backstabbing, hacking gossiping and all do you all think this is what life is for? you all caused me to grow up and really see that life is scary cause i got my account hacked like knowing you all for 6 months something not experience for the past 12 years? whatever you all did you all know no need for me to name them all out but think about it now
you all added my boyfriend in fb for what reason? i don’t have to say you all know the reason why its not because you all care about me don’t give me stupid reasons you just want to find another gossip for your next gathering to show off how up to date you are and to show off how well you can get along with the other gossipers.
if you are really had treated me as friends, i wouldn’t have to realised that i wasn’t your friends anymore through your blogs which shows what you all are doing daily and realised that i wasn’t a part of it anymore.
but i am still glad that i met all of you, the only thing you did which had helped me was that when you all wanted me to stop irritating you, you would get me to start studying and that really helped me to be motivated to study now cause of the results i got at that time, i want it to continue… thanks “friends”
while waiting for darling today i went to MPH and read books on horoscopes, which is like sort of quite true really it says that within the last 10 years i have lost and gained many friends but lost them in the end, my pri school friends are in little contact now and talking about the secondary school story its been ups and downs…
started from the group consisting of like yanshan, shien,marissa,belinda, chiamin, khim, jiamin
den i left the rest and went with jiamin, finally leaving her and back to the rest, and it ended up with going to sec 3 following 5 sisters, almost like being 6 sister like they said, left them and went with yifang and chloe… this ended up in dispersion to and went back to the starting group from sec 1 but now they are gone too, see that from like missing out and backstabbing, whatever it is but still,i have my poly friends who are like good to me and 1 person, junkai, my very loyal friend from sec1 we have been talking on the phone since sec1 and till now we often keep in contact through phone, being very supportive of me and always giving me advice which is what he feels is good for me thinking of him makes me think of one song which like says about how this very good friend although i have a bf now and keep him refrigerated most of the time do not hate me but just nag abit sometimes but is still there always for me
this has been the same when he was with brenda and now me with alan, i hope that this special friend will never leave like the rest.
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